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There's Sludge in My
Pond!
by Mary Puplava, 5/2001
My
husband and I are renting a house that came with a fish pond, 2 koi,
4 goldfish, and 2 waterfalls. I have thoroughly enjoyed the water
feature these past three months and dropping pellets every day is no
trouble. I've even begun to tell the fish apart. The big orange koi
always gulps two or more pellets at a time. The white koi, true to
its name, always seems a little bashful. Of the 4 goldfish, the
smallest one has been interesting to watch. It pops out of the water
like his brothers and sisters, but never seems to catch the pellet
on the first try.
We've
had a rainy winter and the pond was quite full. About a month ago, I
noticed that the water color had started to turn greener. I had
remembered the owner telling me that the pond would change as it
started to warm up. I was having difficulty seeing the fish and
decided to take a water sample in to a local pond shop. I was
told that the filters were working fine, but I should consider a
cleaning down the road.
The
pond water was getting progressively greener and I noticed scum on
the sides. When the waterfalls were turned off, the scum would
colonize like lily pads on the surface. By now I'm worried. I called
the shop two weeks in a row and left messages. The third week I made
a point that it was my third time and I really needed help. I
received a return call and finally have an appointment set for
cleaning this week.
I
need to digress... Three days ago I suffered a slight hearing loss
in my left ear due to a very low pressure system. I assumed it was due
to some sort of allergy and congestion. Although my sinuses seemed
fine, there was pressure built up in my Eustachian tube. What was so
strange was the fact that I could hear "background" sounds
as clear as day... air conditioners, motors, even the water in my
neighbor's pipes! Jim encouraged me to take Friday off. I did and it
was wonderful to sleep in. Since I had some backyard time, I went
out to study the pond again. I could have kicked myself when I
realized that I hadn't added fresh water for quite some time. I had
just assumed that the heavy rains had filled it enough. Well, it's a
black bottom pond and with the green water, I just didn't realize
how low it really was. So, I added some water and noted some dark
guck in front of a rock. I moved the rock and oh, boy, you should
have seen the black sludge that came out from under it... gross! Now
I panicked. I've made it worse! All I could do was to offer a prayer
that the fish would live for another week.
So
what's the point of this story?
Well,
I've been asking the Lord to take the "black stuff" out of
my heart... those yucky thoughts about people or circumstances that
really aren't Christ-like. I knew those thoughts had no place in a
vessel of God, which is supposed to be fit for the Master's use. As I
was talking to Him about it this morning, He reminded me of the
sludge in the fish pond.
Our
hearts are kind of like this pond. There needs to be a certain level
of water (love) for it to circulate properly (love flowing in and
flowing out). The waterfalls (Holy Spirit urges) stir the water and
cause it to move (ex. don't let the sun go down on your anger),
keeping the pond fresh and the fish healthy. On the surface (what
the world sees), everything looked fine -- a little green perhaps,
but basically fine. But when I lifted the rock (hidden sin), scum
and sludge (unforgiveness, spite, disappointment, etc.) came out,
making the pond water darker still with the gunk just uncovered.
How
does one treat a dirty fish pond?
1.
The fish have to be removed to a tank filled with pond water.
The
Holy Spirit wants to keep me safe, but set me free from besetting
sins. He convicts, not condemns.
2.
All the water must be drained from the pond.
The best
way for me is to pour out my heart and expose it to His examination.
3.
The concrete and rocks must be thoroughly scrubbed.
Those
areas that need work will need prayer, the Word, and perhaps some
fasting.
4.
Add fresh water to an appropriate level.
Once
cleaned, the Holy Spirit will fill me again with His anointing.
5.
Add a few drops of chemical to dechlorinate and stabilize the water
for the fish.
The
Blood of Jesus... all we need is one drop.
Prevention
from Further Sludge & Scum
1
Install an ultraviolet light to kill bacteria.
Develop a
daily exposure to Jesus' light.
2.
Add clean water regularly.
Daily
washing by reading the Word.
3.
Add some "bottom feeders" fish that thrive on algae.
Trust that God will add the grace needed for purity.
One
closing thought. Remember the miracle of the loaves and fishes? The
disciples could only find a few of each. And yet, after Jesus had
blessed them, there were enough to literally feed thousands, with
leftover baskets to boot! In the natural, I really want my inherited
fish to live and prosper. But in the spiritual, it would be the
"ultimate" delight, if in me, there was even one miracle
that would bless people and glorify God.
So,
what's under your rocks?

Beaten Gold
by Bryan Hupperts
Wednesday, October 25,
2000
Job 23:10 "When He has
tested me, I shall come forth as gold." While I am not a
metallurgist, I have been reading about how gold is refined and then hammered
into usefulness and have gleaned a few truths to share.
BANG! The iron hammer of the
smith is raised and brought down on the lump of freshly mind gold. Soon
the gold begins to suffer many things at the smiths' hands. The gold, very
malleable, is squashed a bit, contorted, misshapen, and is soon hit
again. And again, and again. The gold is on an anvil, a
hard place, where it is beaten torturously and in great agony until it takes
on a shape it was not. It is pressed beyond endurance, beyond it's
limits, beyond it's natural threshold of pain until it is no longer recognizable
as a lump but only as gold. The very crystalline structure of the
gold is changing, hardening. The metalmaster continues to rain blow upon
blow on the gold hammering away seemingly without mercy. The gold can only feel the
pain, feel the unfairness of the circumstance, feel the sting of the hammer.
The goldsmith, through eyes of faith, can see the thing of beauty and
service that he is making one crushing blow at a time.
Gold is a biblical symbol for
God. He says that the gold and silver are His - gold speaking of deity
and silver speaking of redemption and salvation. Many places in the
Bible use a peculiar phrase "beaten gold". The only gold used in the
construction of the Tabernacle was beaten gold. It is only beaten gold that
enters into divine service. Beaten gold was made by
hammering gold into very fine sheets which were often folded over and beaten
again and again until the were made to the consistency required by the
goldsmith. The smith works seeing the end from the beginning. While his eyes
can see the lump of gold before him, in his mind he is seeing a vessel
forged into a vessel of honor fit for the Kings service.
When we come to Christ, we
are like a new lump of gold. We are born again and filled with His Spirit.
We walk with God a bit when suddenly trials and tribulations begin to
hit. We begin to suffer losses and learn to live a new kind of life, a divine
life where we are forged into the image of Jesus. Blow upon blow seem to
hit us from every direction and we wonder why this perceived judgment
of God has come. "Although he was a Son,
he learned obedience from the things he suffered." (Heb. 5: 8). It is only
through picking up our cross daily and following the Lord do we become beaten
gold. Much is written upon the refinement process where the gold is
placed in fire to be purified and the dross removed. When the smith can
see his reflection, the gold is perfect and ready...for service? NO!
Ready for the anvil, the high place of sacrifice and death.
There are many cleaned up
lumps of gold in Christ's kingdom who will not submit to the hammer. The
refuse to be altered on the altar of the anvil. Thank God they are in the
kingdom but they are of no practical use to the King. It is ONLY after gold
has been made pure that it can be first beaten into an unrecognized shape,
flattened out into a thin sheet, and then made finally into a vessel of
honor. You cannot enter into your destiny in Christ until you have said,
"though he slay me, yet will I serve him," and laid your life on the anvil,
His will be done in you. If we are to follow Jesus, we
must daily follow him to the Cross. It is through many tribulations
that we enter into the kingdom of God. We must lay our lives as a living
sacrifice upon the anvil of God ready to die to our lumpy self and be
hammered into the golden, glorious image of Jesus! Gold, the coveted King of
metals, must be hammered and humbled before the King of Creation. It is one thing to desire to
be used of God. It is quite another to be willing to die to self and be
forged finally into a useable vessel.
The
difference between being a
beautiful little lump of gold and a golden goblet that can hold the
King's new wine is the willingness to die to self and willingly face the hammer
and anvil. In Christ you are precious
gold in the eyes of God.
Now, would you be a beautiful little lump before
His throne, or a finished goblet at His banqueting table?
GOD USES YOUR LIFE
by Undrai Fizer
 It is so amazing when the
Lord uses your life. Being a vessel of the Lord and used by Him is more than
perfecting the "rituals" of believership. He is not using us because of
our studytime everyday and fasting daily, even though these things are vital
in our growth with Him. He is using lives that simply
love Him beyond their own faults. People that simply crave His
existence in their lives. People that have come to just know Him as
"Father." God uses our lives, not our rituals. He uses our daily pursuits to
activate and enhance His will in the earth.
He uses our love for Him to
produce the good pleasure of the Kingdom. He uses our lives. It's so good
when He uses your life. He uses your existence to build His plan
in others lives. He uses your life to create destiny and life in others.
God uses your life.
And when we continue to know
Who it is we are giving our lives to, He will use it more. Yes, we pray and
do personal consecration to keep us in pure fellowship with the Spirit of
God. Yes, we cleanse ourselves of the filthiness of flesh and
spirit, to present ourselves Holy before the Lord.
To some, this has become
ritual. Consecrating without faith is "body burning" (I Cor.13:3).
There are times when our "rituals" can become the thing we seek, instead of the
Face of God. We can become perfected in the "how to's" instead
of the Father's pleasure! God uses lives that will love
His Life...
 Prospectors
& Jewelers
By Coleen Reid
col.reid@nsw.bigpond.net.au
It does not take a
prophetic gift to see sin in peoples lives, it takes having eyes. It does not
take being profound to see problems people have, it takes a critical spirit.
Most of us see the dross and carnality of people (and the church), but deep down
I believe God can see more than that.
Most of us would tread on a
diamond, jewel, gem stone or gold in their natural states and not even know that
we had trodden on something of value (that's another side issue). A prospector
knows what to look for. He sees past the dirt, mud and conglomerate and sees
diamond. We just see gravel. He looks for diamonds.
Then there's the jeweler who
gets the rock in it's natural state. They look at it from every angle and in
their mind's eye see the finished gem. They see a solitaire, or marquises or
pear shape, it's size etc. They have the picture of the finished product in
their heads. They know that they have to cut, shape and polish (getting rid of
the sin and junk) before they reach their goal but it's just part of the
process. Their focus is not on the current condition of the rock but on the
goal. It's easier to do 'the work' (cutting and polishing) when you've got a
goal in mind.
By
looking at each person God puts in our paths, and asking Him to show us the
finished 'gem', it will be easier for us to deal with the junk in their lives
that needs to be dealt with before the gem shines and reveals it's true value.
Rather than being repulsed and becoming weary of the sin - we can picture the
Master Craftsman using His tools (us) cutting, shaping & polishing natural
diamonds into rare and beautiful jewels.
By seeing the finished
picture it will also help us to understand what sort of tool we are in God's
hand. Are we the rough saw that cuts away that first unwanted rock, or are we
the final polishing cloth. Knowing our function in
a persons life may speed up the process. God puts many people in our lives to
help us along the path, each one has a slightly different function. Seeing the
final picture would help us work more cohesively together.
By
focusing on the finished product we are encouraged & motivated to keep
dealing with the sin, never overlooking the sin and always acknowledging that it
needs to be dealt with. Our motivation is to see the jewel sparkle. And just as
a diamond perfectly cut reflects light in spectacular ways, so a human diamond
cut perfectly will reflect God's light in spectacular ways.
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